Can you come ALL THE WAY in and just stay there?
That's what she said.
Checking myself, I realized I could drop this hungry pace
seeing how much I can jam into an imaginary limitation of time.
I took a deep breath and wiped my sweat, and I said yes.
And when I came ALL THE WAY in.. paused and let the vibration do its thing.
I found myself more naked and seen than was comfortable.
A layer of intimacy hiding below the Orale of my Speedy Gonzales
I had to soften into being seen. Then, I had to soften into being seen again.
and again and again. Until I was fully there.
I had to love myself and stay present..
Penetrating.
The subtle moments of force were louder here.
There, I found a movement that had its own power source.
Unrequiring of my heavy lifting.
Although we know each other, this rare occasion has become more common.
The movement began but came from listening to how her body was undulating.
I had my hand on the faders of her pleasure, and I was slowly raising the volume.
Slow grind, Long vocal tones.
She came twice.
Sometimes it feels like if I slow down, nothing will move.
But every time I slow down, I see how things move.
Which creates a really powerful form of participation with life.
The earth has undulations, moving through everything physical that we see. Slowing down is for quantum leaps, the multiple orgasms of life. We are here to make love to this world.
~ Sri Kala
Sept 2nd 2024
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